Go Time Soon?

I am starting to dream about having the baby almost every night now and my friends and family are starting to feel like maybe it's time soon. I am almost starting to wonder the same thing! The dreams I am having are so vivid.

The last one I had when I had a nap today kind of scared me though. I dreamed that I started having contractions and the pain was so, so bad. I am starting to remember that awful pain again and it's kind of making me afraid, but I have to keep thinking that I will be fine and get through it. I just remember that feeling like it would never end and the exhaustion. But who knows, maybe this time it will be easier!

Movement!

My weekend was very uneventful. We just hung out and let Ceili play in the backyard since it was nice and warm.

On Friday night I started to feel the baby move which is exciting for me! It's not regular movement I feel yet, but I do feel the little kicks and punches every so often. It's so wonderful and helps me to know that our little peanut is doing okay in there :)

I also started to have a few cramps in my abdomen yesterday, feels like muscles stretching and have had a bit of spotting along with it. My uterus must be growing, I have heard that when the uterus grows, it is most likely to cause bleeding because the placenta is stretching so that must be what's happening. Thankfully it hasn't been alot of bleeding, so I'm just taking it easy today.

The dreams I have been having are just awful these past few days. Last night I dreamed that Matt told me he is no longer interested in me because I am pregnant. I was so upset in my dream and when I woke up I was crying. The fact that I am on pelvic rest may be part of why I had this particular bad dream.